dear livejournal,

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 07:47:55 GMT

Today was good.

Seth came over and took me to Dairy Queen, then we went to the Putting Zoo and it was about 98675564546 degrees, give or take. Then we went to Seth's mom's and went on the trampoline and just layed in the grass. Then we went to Cramer's, went in the pool, played badminton and a weird lawn golf game, went to Taco del Mar and ate it by the Mormon church, and played frisbee at Bradley Lake.

:]

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 18:12:06 GMT

1.Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in)
2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box
3. Use only the first page, and pick a photo.
4. Copy the html and paste for the answer

1. What is your name

2.What is your relationship status

3.What is your favorite color

(even though I don't really have a favorite color.)

4.Who is your celebrity crush

5. What band/artist are you listening

6.What is your favorite movie

(I don't have a favorite movie.)

7. What is your favorite Disney character

8. Name an alcoholic beverage?

9. Where is your dream vacation?

10. What do you love most in life?

lol.

11. One word to describe yourself

12. How was your day

13. Where do you live

14. Worst part of weekdays

lol?

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 20:37:00 GMT

I'm a mommy.

&these are my babies.

One is named Gigan and one is named Archaeopteryx, thanks to Seth. (He was thinking of naming one Ulysses, so I guess the other two aren't bad in comparison.) I need to think of cute ones for the other two. Possibly Chibi (meaning short/midget/small/undersized in Japanese) and/or Chihiro from the movie Spirited Away. I just want to go home and play with them.

Fri, 01 Feb 2008 18:36:14 GMT

I'm excited that semester is finally over, but it's kind of depressing to think that I'm only halfway through high school.

Tue, 22 Jan 2008 21:45:19 GMT

I have to pee.

Thu, 17 Jan 2008 21:07:20 GMT

So is it just me, or do you ever feel like you don't have any friends either?

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 21:55:46 GMT

Our yearbook deadline was on monday, the pages aren't done yet and the tech team decided to take the server down to work on it. They said they'd wait until 1:59, but it's down now and it shut down all of the pages that I was editing. I'm frustrated, and I can't wait until we're done with these next two deadlines.

I have pep band until five again today but I don't have much homework, so I suppose it evens out?

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 17:32:53 GMT

Six months with Seth today.
<3

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 21:13:05 GMT

It's weird that it's been, like, five weeks since I've been on LJ. There's probably too much to try and catch up, so I'll just start from last week. Wednesday was Halloween and I went to see Job for a Cowboy with Seth, Ben, Sarah, Cody and Tommy. It was interesting. Thursday was Seth's birthday and I was exhausted from the concert so I didn't go to school. I woke up at 10, did my homework then: went to Safeway and bought flowers and a brownie, went to target and bought candles and a card, went to Orange Julius and bought a strawberry one with banana, went to Wal*Mart and bought moccasins, a lighter for the candles and a bag, and then went to Seth's and put a candle in the brownie and gave him everything. It was so fun. Friday, Seth came over and we watched Aladdin with my mom and Wayne. Saturday and Sunday, I just hung out at my dad's. Yesterday, I went to a college fair at the Convention Center in Seattle with my mom. We looked at so many schools that I can't even remember them all, but we had fun. Now I'm at school and I can't wait to get outttt!

Wed, 26 Sep 2007 19:55:53 GMT

I really don't like school at all.

Tue, 18 Sep 2007 20:59:03 GMT

I hate my job.
I figured that working at a halloween store selling costumes would be the coolest job ever, but no. It's too long of a story to even go into. I'll stick with the highlights: My car ran into Super Supplements and apparently moved their entire building, I got yelled at for not being able to work last friday, I got yelled at for standing next to Drue while working, I got yelled at because my bra strap was showing in a costume that I was wearing, I only got paid for one hour when I worked three, I didn't get scheduled at all this week because Renae "didn't know if I was ever going to show up", and I have to call her every day to find out if I'm working; basically calling her to beg to let me work at a job that I don't like. On the plus side; AJ is good for entertainment purposes, holding signs with Drue was fun [we got comments from 'GET A REAL JOB!' to 'Hey, whatcha wearin' under that?'], Seth Cramer and Chris came and visited, and Jordan Waits came in on his break and hung out. I'm going to try and find another job as quickly as possible, it's not worth working there. I don't like Renae. Or Rose. Or Cindy.

Work does suck, but everything else is going really well. Homecoming is in less than a month and I picked up my dress last night! Seth actually agreed to dance and he's being cute and pulling the 'I don't know what to wear!' I can't wait for that, and I talked to Mr. Curtis yesterday and apparently I didn't sign a commitment form for AP english, so I'll probably be getting out of there soon if I'm lucky.

:]

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 17:32:38 GMT

I retract the last entry. Sean Green is actually my favorite.

Tue, 11 Sep 2007 16:29:56 GMT

Sean Green is mean to me in every class period.

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 21:44:53 GMT

I hate school.

I'm waiting to see how my schedule change looks; I dropped Pre-Cal and added a period of yearbook, and then I dropped APENG and added Junior College... I'm not sure if that was a smart move or not.

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 07:25:19 GMT

This is long overdue.
I honestly don't even know where to begin.

I've been to a few good concerts:
Ozzfest- Nile, Behemoth, Lordi, LOG, Ozzy [i highfived him], etc.
Symphony X and whoever opened before them.
Download- Nada Surf, Presidents of the United States of America, Incubus, Modest Mouse.

I've hung out with a few new people:
Cody, Sarah, Ben, Cramer, Chris, Rodney.

&some from way back:
Shoaf, Paige.

I've managed not to hang out with one of my favorite people:
Colin.
:[

I've gotten in trouble, had fun, gone to yearbook camp, missed my best friends Drue and Rory to death, hung out with Annie a ton [because she's awesome most of the time] and as of midnight, I've been with Seth for three months and couldn't be happier with anyone else. All in all I'd say it's been a good summer, but I wish that I had seen more of Dalton, Colin, Drew, etc.

On the plus side, I've had my license since June 20th, and by tomorrow I will have the car registered in my mom's name and with tabs! AND Drue's coming home soon!

Hopefully more to come if I can get Annie G. to send them to me.

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 00:34:35 GMT

4 more days.
@#!$#@

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 20:38:16 GMT

7 DAYS TO GO.
Actually, like 367 days to go. Psh, lucky seniors.

Friday: Bio final.
Saturday: Band playing @ Senior Graduation.
Monday: English final.
Tuesday: Last "major quiz" in math.
Wednesday: Possible Spanish final thing that isn't actually a final.

Some point next week: I NEED TO PASS MY SCALE TEST!!
AHHHHsldkjfsldkfjs.

I can't WAIT until it's all done with.

On the other hand, this weekend should be fun. :]

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 20:23:38 GMT

Amazing weekend. I've been having lots of those lately.

Wed, 06 Jun 2007 23:35:05 GMT

Summer's almost here again, so here's to hoping that it's even better than last summer. [Most of these pictures make me laugh a lot a lot a lot.]

HAHAHAHA.
All of my love.
<3

&to end the wonderful photos, the CRAPPIEST burrito that Taco Bell has EVER made, I'm pretty sure.

Wed, 06 Jun 2007 22:21:15 GMT

Last weekend was my dad's weekend, but it wasn't terrible. Friday, Seth picked me up from school and took me to his mom's adorable cafe downtown. Taylor met up with us and we went to the park to play with frisbees and road flares, then we went back to Taylor's house and swam in his pool. Seth came back to my house and we watched some of LOTR before Annie and Tony joined us. After that, I went to my dad's and went to sleeeep. Saturday I went to some estate sales with my dad and step mom in the morning, and then ended up having tons of fun involving Seth, Taylor and Julian later on that night. Sunday was church, and then I came home and hung out with Seth and watched movies, etc. Today was kind of lame. I ended up having three tests. One that I didn't know about, one that I wasn't prepared for [and ended up not having to take yet, ha], and one that I might have done somewhat alright on. Hopefully. Biology is the most ridiculous thing that I have ever heard of, and I can't wait until the end of the year.

The dress I got for my family pictures this summer. [You can see my mom taking the picture. Cute.]

&The dress I didn't get.

:]

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands.

Sun, 27 May 2007 22:43:46 GMT

Everything is getting back to normal. You have no idea how happy that makes me. Yayyayyayyayyay.

lol. I <3 yearbook.

Senior Ball!

Thank you to Drue for doing my hair&makeup. <3

Bonfire after Senior Ball.

It has been an amazing weekend so far. Friday I went and saw Pirates III with Seth, Drue, Gary, Amanda, Joey, Kat and Irving. Then Drue, Gary and I went back to Seth's to hang out. Saturday Drue and I tanned outside, worked out, got food and energy drinks, then went and hung out with Annie, Tony and Seth. I got about two hours of sleep last night, came home from Drue's and slept some more, and now I'm currently waiting for Seth to come keep me company. It's been such a fantastic weekend. :]

Mon, 21 May 2007 05:52:34 GMT

Quick update before bed.

It has been a long weekend. Friday, I got my hair dyed and then hung out with Annie, Drew, Tony, and Brian. Saturday, my step dad woke me up at 7 by yelling at me for something that I didn't deserve to be yelled at for. At 8:30 I went to Drue's and we spent 4 and a half hours getting ready for Senior Ball. [Post and pictures coming soon.] Last night I spent the night with Drue. I woke up this morning and got ready and Seth came to pick me up from Drue's. We watched Cinderella with her for a bit, then went to Dairy Queen to get ice cream, kfc to talk to Garret, Budget Records to look for something that he ordered, his house to get video games, and then my house to play video games. We got pizza and he killed me at this weird version of Mario. That made me happy, I like hanging out with that boy. I'm hoping that I can take my written this week and schedule my driving test. I want my license!

<3

Thu, 17 May 2007 03:17:21 GMT

I'm so tired of being sad all of the time. I just get dramadramadrama and then end up ranting to everyone about it. [including lj<3] I feel like I can't catch a break, and I don't know what to do; everything that I've done lately has been wrong. I don't start drama with anyone, I don't spread rumors about my friends, I'm nice even to the people that I dislike- and even so I end up getting stuck in dramatic situations, talked about, and broken up with. I've done everything I can, and it's never enough.

I'm not too excited with my grades in biology and english, and I'm hoping that I can get them up before the year ends. If I can manage to do well with the end of the year tests then I should be fine, but that biology final looks potentially dangerous. However, I am excited for that extra credit from wearing a toga all day last tuesday. I'm still finding that school is doing nothing positive for me. Every day is such a set routine that I hardly think about it anymore, and I don't even see friends enough to make it worthwhile. I'd like to say that I wish it were summer, but I'm afraid that when it actually comes time, I won't have anything/anyone to spend the time with and I'll just end up sitting inside on the computer.

One thing that I've learned from everything is that I'm finally starting to open up and just say what I need to say. I've dealt with so many people recently that are like me in the sense that they just beat around the bush, and I'm so fed up with it that I've actually started to say what needs to be said. There should be no reason to hide things or not talk about them... I wish that everyone else would just say what they want to say already.

I hate the way that I've been coming across lately. Everyone used to call me 'emo' because of the way that I looked, but I could always say 'I'm too happy to be emo!' Everyone reading my journal now is, I'm sure, just sick of me writing the same stupid thing over and over again. I mean, the last positive thing I posted was Spring Break and now it's just back to the same old 'blah blah blah I hate my life xxx'. I've never wanted to be that type of person. I'm a happy person, generally, and that's all I want. I just want things to be okay. I don't know how to make that happen, but I'd give anything just to be back to my happy, or even content, self again.

Dalton, Chris, Annie, & especially Drue: just, thanks. They've been there for me through all of this, and I appreciate more than they know. <3

Fri, 11 May 2007 22:15:12 GMT

I wasn't feeling that great yesterday, and I assumed it was allergies. 2 Sudafed and 20 ibuprofen later, and I still feel terrible. How hard could it possibly be to find a cure for the common cold?

I haven't felt this sick in awhile.

Thu, 03 May 2007 21:01:15 GMT

I wish that my dad would understand that I want to be with my friends. It's not that I don't want to see him, but I miss out on so much when he won't let me stay in Puyallup every once in awhile. On the plus side: our video project should be done soon, I gave my speech today, I get to be a photographer at Senior Ball on the 19th, I'm seeing Spiderman III next week, and I'm really looking forward to Yearbook next year. Things are looking up. :]